Becoming A Vessel Of Honor Rebecca Brown

279 began to feel intense anger at me. It was a real step in her deliverance. Once she recognized the difference between the demon and herself, she was better able to fight against the demon and kick him out. Here is Lyn’s description of the incident:

"At different times in my life, I would think that I felt an alien presence in myself but immediately the thought would come into my mind that it was only me. I was just an evil person and these thoughts belonged to and were entirely mine. Two days into my deliverance with Rebecca, she and the Lord finally got it through my head that these were not my thoughts but the demons within me. That was a big breakthrough for me. I then began to see Satan’s deceit and lies holding me in captivity. The purpose was to keep me defeated- ly feeling such self-contempt and self-hatred that I would never feel worthy enough to believe Jesus Christ loved me and would forgive me."

Lyn’s deliverance began to move forward more smoothly after she learned to recognize the difference between the demons and herself. The next area we had to deal with was the problem with Lyn’s passive mind. She used the technique of dissociation, blanking her mind and leaving her body to keep from feel ing the tremendous physical torment during her abuse. There seemed to be no victory in this area. We struggled a whole daywith the problem. Time and time again, when Lyn tried to address the demons that came into her through the blanking of her mind or astral-projection, she would blank out. I even had her write out the simple prayers and state ments on a large sheet of paper. She was first unable to write the words, then unable to read or understand them once they were written.

Chapter 13 Deliverance of Those Involved in Satanism