Becoming A Vessel Of Honor Rebecca Brown

236 "Whew! When I awoke and told my husband about the dream he said it sounded like something he learned in art history. Because the water we were on wasn’t a lake or ocean, but more like a river, my husband compared it to the burial practices of the pharaohs in Egypt. That they would actually build a boat for the dead person’s journey on the river to the other side. I realized I did indeed have a guiding spirit because he drove the boat and the whole time always had me in something. I never got out by myself, he always directed everything! And the connecting demon was the river for the boat to go back and forth. I knew I had to cast them out. "I sort of put it off because I was scared. I prayed and prayed. Then the day I was going to cast them out, I suddenly began to get tears in my flesh which started to bleed. It was scarey. My husband said I better get busy and cast them out because this was the worst I had ever been. So, we cast them out, then cast out all their underlings. "This wasn’t easy and the next day I was exhausted. Then I couldn’t stop crying and later kept throwing up —you know, a general terrible mess. We kept praying and reading the Bible and then I understood what it was. One of my major demons was what I will call ’Snatch.’ He was put in me when I was a baby and he has snatched things away from me all my life. Memories, insight, the Lord Jesus trying to speak to me —anything. Just ’POOF and it was gone. That’s why I couldn’t remember anything and that’s why other people such as a Christian counselor had such control over me. They would just have Snatch make things dis appear so I wouldn’t remember. He would also snatch any sound I would hear and many times I would be con fused as if the things I heard were in my imagination or what. "After casting him out, I suddenly saw a demon that I had actually bowed down to and given my soul to! We cast him out and I immediately fell asleep, but the

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