Becoming A Vessel Of Honor Rebecca Brown

235 "All this time I was casting out ’surface’ demons -- at least the ones I knew about. Many times the Lord would bring something else to my attention to cast out. NONE of this was easy, it was terrible. But they actual ly left and then there would be worse and deeper ones to cast out. The Lord was very gracious to me during this time as He wouldn’t give me too much to handle and always gave me rests. AND, gave me a beautiful Christian husband that would be there with the Bible and prayer whenever I needed it (which was A LOT). We kept going deeper and deeper to the demons that I could handle (sounds easy in this letter, eh? It WASNT.) But I got to a stop and knew I wasn’t com pletely delivered. Then I got your book Prepare For War and did what you told me to. Later, I did everything you wrote about in Chapter 17. "Because I was never involved in the occult like Elaine, I didn’t think I could have a guiding spirit, or a demon that connected me to the spirit world. But the Lord kept bringing that section of your book to my attention and several things happened. One night I saw a ’Christian’ girl that went to a church we had attended for awhile and didn’t like. I kept telling my husband it wasn’t a dream that I had actually seen her and that she must be a witch. That didn’t go with your claim that the Lord doesn’t want us to see in the spirit world (only Jesus will let us see if it’s His will). So I realized I must have a demon that connected me to the spirit world. "Finally one afternoon I went into a deep sleep and had a dream. In this dream was a man who was ’dark’ and I had known him a long time and I ’trusted and loved’ this man. He had kept me safe during my life! We were in a building and he put me in a boat and was driving the boat back to Egypt when we soared into a fog and hit a rock and the boat burst apart. Then I saw him laying like he was dead with candles around and other people (people? I couldn’t see their faces) were weep ing and saying that if I didn’t want him to go he wouldn’t. That I was responsible for his death.

Chapter 12 Deliverance